WHERE DOES IT ALL END?
Having read a few tranny blogs, there is a recurring theme. T girls get a fix by having their first day fully dressed as a girl then progress to having photos of themselves dressed, then wanting another fix when they first go out dressed. Once they have gotten dressed , had photos taken and gone out as a girl they need a bigger fix.
My question is - "Where does it all end?" If you decide to go all the way and have a sex change operation and eventually live as a girl, do you leave it at that or would you want to, say, have bigger boobs or a more Barbie-type body? Do you perhaps yearn to have a child?
If you (one is such an awkward phrase to use) are a T girl without any wish to change sex and you have been out regularly as a girl, do you then try to live your everyday as a Tgirl?
My law tutor told me that the answer to everything in this world is "It all depends." Accepting this and following the idea of a recurring theme, do you end up being bored by dressing up as a girl and move on to an even more extreme version of your alto -ego? What form could this take? Perhaps by turning up to every carnival you can attend, dressed as a Carnival Goddess.
What lies beyond that?Perhaps adopt the personality of a famous female? And beyond that?
Does it get to a point where you don't get your fix anymore and you ( God forbid) stop being a tranny , become a drag queen, progress to releasing another part of your psyche- perhaps leading to extreme violence?
Looking beyond that, is there a full circle in the recurrent theme where you are happy to go back to being a bloke to express every blokey thing you can do? And if so, does this circle become an orbit where you start to love being a tranny again?
The last comment may be pertinent as I've detected in Tranny blogs that a period of 3 months is the average length of time that trannies can cope with, without dressing up as a girl.
I know we are all different and that different circumstances will affect us all. However what are your thoughts on this?
About Me
- Gabriela Julie Budd
- tallish,tanned,over 38( not telling),medium build,well toned most of the year around(not Christmas or August),own car, own teeth.I also happen to be a tranny.Your average white tranny, albeit a bit tanned. A bit narcistic, sometimes in two minds. I don't mind being a guy, but acting as a girl is so much more fun. Food for thought: chocolate is good.I can laugh at myself,often I'm not alone in that.
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For me, the more I've come to accept my 'tendencies' the less compelled I feel to need to rush out and be Rachel at the drop of every hat. Just guess I've become ultra cool about it. Is this complacency?
Bella , we girls gotta stick together- there are just too many red-necks out there and we shouldn't let them see any cat-fights
Rachel, you sure are some cool cat.It's great when you can blend your tendencies into your full personality without having to think "Which hat am I wearing?".
It's bad enough when you don't know which outfit to wear. :)
x
Julie, dear...
If you are TG, it isn't about the fix so much as being who you are... I haven't a big clothing selection. I don't really want one right now. I am losing wieght, and may be going through hormones before long... thus, why buy now? And going out... once the hormones kick in, I may be mistaken for a girl anyway... a rather ugly one, but a girl all the same. So merely going out en drab would be um... going out.
Now, for those trannies that are trannies, fetishistic, or merely comfy as part time female, I haven't a clue where it all ends. I just know that isn't me.
:)
PD
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