Monday, January 29, 2007

Other bloggers

I've just been surfing other tranny blogs when I should be working, but then I work best when the deadline is up to my neck.

I've been inspired by several tranny sites including Beckys Tg Blog,TV Dreams and Karol Cross.

http://www.beckysweb.co.uk

http://www.tvdreams.co.uk/

http://www.karolcross.com/

Karol makes me laugh as she does get into some unsual spots, maybe cos she's always clubbing. There is a serious side to it though when she shares her thought on her chosen lifestyle. One of her thoughts made me think about my acceptance of myself as I am.

It made me realise that I have always fought to hide my feminine traits and the only one who is suffering is me.

I've only recently accepted whole heartedly that I am a tranny and happy with it, but still hide it from nearly everyone. I don't feel guilty but I justify it by thinking that I am protecting my family. But if I try to hide it, then how can I expect so called normal ( i.e. non-transgendered) to accept the concept of being transgendered?

I think I must come out against any sexual prejudice even if it is e.g. only a snigger when gay characters mince in situation comedies. That may lead to my own gender being questioned and I will have to answer unambiguosly that sexuality should not be confused with gender.

It is only after accepting that I am happy to be a tranny that I can feel comfortable with being a man.IMHO I am a better person and a more rounded person ( no pun intended).

I would love to be in some of the situations Karol has mentioned where she has been mistaken for a woman. That has only happened to me once... and I was dressed in drab!

The other thing that has occurred to me is that, after accepting i am happy as a tranny, I opened up my mind and wondered if i was bisexual. If that means attracted to men sexually, then the answer is no. Then again I am attracted to people according to their characters irrespective of their sex, so I can be attracted aesthetically to men. Technically that would make me bisexual I suppose

What about fantasies ? I think that will have to be a new thread.

Julie
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Friday, January 05, 2007

New Year's Eve

I had a cracking good time on New Year's Eve.

It was a masquerade ball.I went as a Thirties member of the mob,took centre stage on a version of "Is this the way to Amarillo" and ended up showing a group of real girls how to do the can can. All this on only four bottles of Budweiser and a glass of champagne. Maybe next time I'll as a gangster's moll?


Anyway, Happy New Year to you.
Julie
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Guiness Book of Records

Yes, that's right, I'm going for the Guiness Book of Records listing for the most number of boxes of tissues used on one cold.

Don't you just hate it when the box of tissues is going down fast and you are thinking " I don't want to use that frigging toilet paper on my little ( OK not so little) sensitive nose.
Or even worse- you are on the train, you've used your last tissue so often that it may be a good idea to wring it out ( actually it's snot a good idea), the drips on the end of your nose are dangerously close to dropping off and you've got a light grey jacket on, so sleeves are not an option. You run like mad to the toilet,it's locked because the bastard tranny inside is still checking his make up... and then, you feel the urge to sneeze...

It's amazing how much use you can get out of that same tisue isn't it?

Julie
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