Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Am I getting a bit predictable here?
Big Night Out :Yet another night at Pink Punters

The place was packed with trannies. perhaps there should be a proper group name , you know like a pack of wolves. Maybe a tranche of trannies or a frock of trannies.

Upstairs it was particularly full. There were, of course a number of gays and lesbians but, as far as I could tell, few non-LGBT types.

The clothes worn by the trannies were not risque like the previous Friday. There were a lot of glamorous gurls there and some of the outfits were superb. In fact I didn't see any badly dressed gurls there. There were quite a few convincing ones and quite a few over 6 ft tall. One was a giant. She made me look very small even wearing my heels. I take my hat off to them, it must be particularly difficult when you are that tall or heavily built.

As usual I danced until my feet were sore then danced some more. A couple of gay young men from Essex, Mike and Lee asked me why I did it (i.e. why was I dressed as a girl). Mike said it all seemed very strange to him and had never seen anything like it (trannies) before. I told him I didn't choose to do it, it was an urge that was almost impossible to ignore and told him how I started when I was about 10.

Mike's partner Lee, said the same. They were gay and could understand that but to dress as the opposite sex was just weird. Unfortunately Lee behaved as an arsehole ( Sorry Lee but you did). He tried to lift my wig and poked me in the bra. I slapped his hand (well, I had to be ladylike didn't I? ha!)and told him I would report him to the management if he didn't behave. After that he was fine. I just put it down to alcohol , I am sure he is normally a great guy.

A young bunch of pretty lesbians came up to me and asked if I went with men or girls and I told them "girls". They all looked astounded as they assumed I would go with boys/men. I took that as a compliment.


I met Audrie and Hayley who were the nicest people you could meet.They persuaded me to dance some more with them and their group. Audrie is a scream. She is a party animal. After she persuaded me to get up and dance she started showing me how to dance what I can only describe as sexy women's dance moves: gyrating the hips and kind of belly dancing. I just laughed but she kept on and so for fun I copied her moves. I felt so silly at first but then just let go and enjoyed it. Next it was a move where I had to pull my shoulders back and shimmy. What a scream! Thank you for a great time girls.

A Spanish guy, Romario or something joined us. He started trying to chat up Audrie without any luck.

Audrie said to me 'No, you must not dance like that (My Gabriela Julie dance moves :thrashing my arms out, etc.) that's crap. Gays must dance like this (showing me her womanly moves)" So I told her I wasn't actually gay. She was so surprised! Then she gave me a big hug. Ha! They thought they had adopted a gay tranny.


Romario was not going to give up easily. He kept dancing right up to Audrie and eventually she literally run away. Then Romario turned his attention on Hayley. She managed to disappear.

What I hadn't expected was his attention turning on to me! He must have been desperate or much more drunk than he looked! Help!

I always thought that if a guy paid me any attention as Gabriela it would really give me a good feeling as it would mean I had " passed". The truth was quite the opposite. OK, dancing next to me was not a problem , but really guys- I'm not interested.

OK , it was really a mixed feeling.
I suppose it was a compliment with hindsight and it was a big boost for the ego that I had kind of "passed" but at the time I felt uncomfortable.

Actually now I have had time to reflect, surely every tranny wants to be admired? That's what we are: narcissists wanting some attention. That's why we make such a big effort to look right. That's why we take copious photos of ourselves in different outfits. We are seeking the compliments of our peers and anybody else who happens to be around.

So if a guy pays some attention it is something that we have been trying to achieve, even if it is only subconsciously. We are being treated as a woman and that's what we want. Maybe we only want the attention and nothing else but maybe we haven't thought it through.


So I will look back at that and take it as a compliment. It has certainly boosted my confidence as a tranny. Another first for the old girl then!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow, it's been a while since I came here last, I must admit!

I like your new profile pic a lot more than your old one. :-)

Gabriela Julie Budd said...

Wow! Celebrities are always on my site!
Thanx Becky!

You were spot on in your radio interview.You could kick off a new tranny explosion based in Liverpool,just like Beatlemania in the sixties.

xx