Monday, September 28, 2009

At the Races

One year old
I have been going out enfemme for a year! I have not encountered any nasty behaviour or prejudice. Just about everyone has been open-minded if not understanding. I feel confident enough to go out during the day en femme - shopping, meals, drinking in bars. Or maybe Julie Gabriela is tired of waiting and is now taking a more active part.

Fur, long.
I want to do it to experience a rush of adrenaline and enjoyment out of expressing my feminine side. Initially at least. Then I want to just be able to enjoy everyday things in female mode.
Whereas Julie Gabriela just wants to show off all her wardrobe in public.

Favourite Lippy but not cocky
I occiasionally go out wearing lipstick and carrying a handbag while dressed as a guy and realise that people are not that interested in oneself or are at least polite. I 'm not cocky enough to go out enfemme by myself and in any case its more fun to go out with others rather than be Billy-no-mates. But I would much rather someone came up to me and asked me why I do it than hear them whispering to others. I genuinely want to educate others about a little-known subject.

Point to point
My point? Well, like most things in life, one has to take risks to achieve things and its just not good enough saying " I will never pass" and just staying in the closet. One has to accept one's own personality and make the best of it as one only has one life. So dare to be different and you will attract others who want to be different too.

Maybe I will just pick a date and ask a few trannies and friends to join me. Actually I quite fancy going to a racecourse enfemme. Any punters?
http://www.firstfestivaltravel.com/ladiesday.htm#touritinerary

Julie Gabriela
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