What a relief !

It's the first time I've got dressed as a girl for about four weeks. I thought I had it conquered. I looked OK as a boy and even in my best girlie clothes I still looked very odd and very masculine, I decided- I don't need to physically do it. I've got my clothes and jewelry there just in case of emergencies but I can handle this. Boys clothes fit me better, make me look better and I feel comfortable in them.

This morning, after my shower I was just going to put on my drab clothes when I had the feeling. Most of you reading this site will know the felling. " Aww, look at those shoes don't they look nice? I will just wear heels with my boy clothes and just feel good. Now, I don't know about you but my heels don't feel right with socks, so it had to be tights and of course briefs are OK with tights but there's just too much of them to tuck in. So I just had to add a nice silky camisole to finish to get the correct feel.
Well, I couldn't stop there as I felt undressed without jewellery.I had to wear some tight slacks with them but at least I wore a shirt. Albeit the shirt has a lovely soft feel and pretty texture to it and well, I am wearing it as a blouse all loose and the look is O.K.

Still not quite finished so I applied some brownie-red lipstick and some blusher and now it's O.K.

What a relief.
I had forgotten how nice it is to dress and be me.Its a bit androgynous but suits me. Trouble is now I am dressed I act more like a girl and watch my diet and enjoy girlie things.This is me . I love being Julie.

I guess I was just kidding myself. My brain tells me I feel great as a girl and who am I to argue. However smart I dress in male mode, I feel disappointed when in drab, but really happy and normal as a girl.
Must do this more often.

Julie
xx

No News Today

I haven't entered any postings recently as
a I've been very busy
b Everyone else has wanted my time and
c I didn't have anything to say.

Sometimes silence is golden but how do you convey that in a blog?
Perhaps just enter a date then leave a lot of space?

I hate it when I watch news on the t.v. or read newspaper and there really isn't any news. Why can't they be honest and say : 'Sorry there's no news today so we are cutting our programme short and you can watch a repeat episode of Columbo'

Why let you sit through a news programme when there just isn't any news?

So basically I'm saying I've got nothing to post, but watch this space.

Oh, I could tell you about what I did over the Easter hoildays but you wouldn't be interested would you? Now, if YOU have some news to tell, why not post here?
http://www.columbo-site.freeuk.com/sorry.rm
O.K. I'm done now.

You can all go.

O.K. I see what you want:

http://welcome.to/columbo

Are Trannies narcissists ?

Yes.
OK you can all go home now.

But speaking personally , instead of on behalf of the ventriloquist, I must admit I am a narcissist even though I prefer roses. Does one have to love oneself to be a Tgirl?

I love looking in the mirror even when I am in drab. So do I fancy myself?
Not really. I just can't help appreciating how good I look as a man.
As a woman I would make Felicity Hoffman look absolutely stunning and this girl:



very feminine. Yet I persist in wanting to act and look like a woman.
I would have been happier to have been born a woman. As it is I am (in my own opinion) an attractive fellow. And I'm always right. So I'm beginning to appreciate that I wasn't born an ugly bloke . Then I wonder, how would I feel if I had been born an ugly woman?

I guess the answer is I would make every effort to enhance any of my looks by hook or by crook, accept that looks are not everything and enjoy being a woman.

As a man who looks very masculine it doesn't make sense that I want to dress as and do all the things women like to do. But I do. You don't make a conscious decision: " I want to be a transvestite" and you would fight against it initially as it does not seem right. I just have this burning desire which funnily enough seems my more natural self. I sometimes think it is a curse. It is only when I contact other trannies that I feel its O.K. and that I should enjoy it. Having to hide it most of the time makes it worse but that's my choice and I have reasons for it.


I just wish we weren't under such horrific pressure to conform by the bigots of society. I feel a real fraud in not letting the female in me out more often. The media like to treat transgendered people as objects of derision or even as a danger to society.

The more I read and hear about it,it seems that the population in general, in the U.K. at least is starting to become more understanding of transgendered people.
Roll on the day when a man can wear a dress or skirt without being treated as asomething to be laughed at or even a sexual pervert.

Getting back to my unifying theme, I think all trannies are narcissists. Then again most women are narcissist. So its OK . I shouldn't feel guilty. We are all different.