What a relief !

It's the first time I've got dressed as a girl for about four weeks. I thought I had it conquered. I looked OK as a boy and even in my best girlie clothes I still looked very odd and very masculine, I decided- I don't need to physically do it. I've got my clothes and jewelry there just in case of emergencies but I can handle this. Boys clothes fit me better, make me look better and I feel comfortable in them.

This morning, after my shower I was just going to put on my drab clothes when I had the feeling. Most of you reading this site will know the felling. " Aww, look at those shoes don't they look nice? I will just wear heels with my boy clothes and just feel good. Now, I don't know about you but my heels don't feel right with socks, so it had to be tights and of course briefs are OK with tights but there's just too much of them to tuck in. So I just had to add a nice silky camisole to finish to get the correct feel.
Well, I couldn't stop there as I felt undressed without jewellery.I had to wear some tight slacks with them but at least I wore a shirt. Albeit the shirt has a lovely soft feel and pretty texture to it and well, I am wearing it as a blouse all loose and the look is O.K.

Still not quite finished so I applied some brownie-red lipstick and some blusher and now it's O.K.

What a relief.
I had forgotten how nice it is to dress and be me.Its a bit androgynous but suits me. Trouble is now I am dressed I act more like a girl and watch my diet and enjoy girlie things.This is me . I love being Julie.

I guess I was just kidding myself. My brain tells me I feel great as a girl and who am I to argue. However smart I dress in male mode, I feel disappointed when in drab, but really happy and normal as a girl.
Must do this more often.

Julie
xx